Lila's journey

So I'm singing and playing my instruments the shaman way - just going with the flow. I'm holding the intention that Lila should have a successful journey into the inner world. I play the pipe, the singing bowl, the drum, the chime, the pipe again and the drum. I feel some heat - even more than the hot day and I know something is happening. I am calm. All is well.

When Lila comes back from her journey I'm impatient to ask what happened - what did she see today? but I hold back - not because I'm afraid - it just felt right to allow a pause. To allow readjustment.

Then Lila starts telling me of her journey - how she went through the thorns to a huge palace where she knelt before the Lord who blessed her and asked her what she wanted. She asked for what we'd discussed before the session - and added one more thing to her own surprise - she asked for wealth.

He said yes - she was granted all three. She was afraid that he would ask for something in return, but he didn't.

Then she became a bird - a swan she thought, but she was able to fly and soar as an eagle might. She visited places around the world - Greenland was one and saw its glaciers though she has never been there before. It was so real.

Then she came to a forest garden. She was like a child. Three men or angels presented her with a seed each. One was knowledge, another was ability, the third was love. She took the seeds and planted them and they grew before her eyes - the first had red flowers, the second orange and the third green. She danced before the plants for joy and to help them grow...

This is part of her vision journey. What a blessing it has been to travel with Lila - to cross into inner spirit and to find healing. 

black hole

You're late.

Yes, I'm pretty annoyed about that.

What do you mean you're annoyed. I'm the one who's been sitting around waiting 20 minutes for you to turn up.

Yeah - it's galling.

So, are you going to apologise.

Well, obviously I'm upset about it. I'm always punctual, but unfortunately there's nothing I can do about it.

What are you talking about?

Well, I was about to leave home, the same as I always do, when I was completely sucked into a black hole.

A black hole? Sounds ridiculous.

Yeah. Sounds ridiculous I agree but that's all there is to it. The next thing I know I'm 20 minutes late and cursing myself.

But this is absurd. You can't seriously expect me to believe you were sucked into a black hole...

No - not in the slightest. I hardly believe it myself - but it's happened three times now. Something's going on with space and time at the moment, and it looks like I'm playing some role that necessitates my participation elsewhere in another dimension.

And you have no memory whatsoever of what happens out there?

Nope.

And there's no more rational explanation - like you fell asleep?

No - I never fall asleep like that. I can always control when I wake up.

So you've decided it's a black hole.

Well, it's something outside this reality, that's for certain - and it's like a black hole in the way it sucks me out.

What - bodily?

Yes - I set up a webcam that monitors my apartment and I was there on the bed, and the next moment I wasn't. Bizarre isn't it.

You're telling me. Perhaps you should consult a specialist... maybe a psychiatrist.

You think they're good at regulating disembodiment?

No, I don't suppose they are. Well, can you show me the raw footage where you disappear.

Sure. I'll mail it to you this evening.

The trees talk back

The trees talk back - you said?

We chopped 'em down like there's no tomorrow
they didn't seem to care
as they fell one by one
and fewer and fewer were left

Some of us grew concerned
like aren't we supposed to do something about it
I mean, give me a break
have you no idea what the trees

yeah what? don't float it midstream like that
"what the trees..." you were saying
you...

you really don't get it, do you?
you think they need your help?
I mean, go ahead and help if that's what feels right
but don't for a moment think it matters

what you're doing

So the trees start talking back and we find the landscape completely unrecognisable. The holocaust complete, we work with them to restore the earth to its natural state.

Try tuning in if you're interested. Don't imagine the tree's a thing that you can understand. Just feel the earth below, the sky overhead and sense how the tree links the two the same way you do, only on a grander scale.

End of transmission. 

the worlds

I'm pleased to announce that the worlds are now unstuck.

It's taken a while sorting this out - fixing the mess - but the mess was fun while it lasted.

Ultimately, zero being 1, everything happens in good time.

"In good time!" Snort.

No need to demonise time, or anything else - I tell the making an enemy brigade.

Cuckoo la la - wonderfool the way things fit together seamlessly when you least expect it.

Perhaps that's the art of least expecting - like using the clutch to change gears - getting out of the way - allowing the shift to happen.

You're still a part of the equation until you step aside in wonder and let weird work it's way.

Fool that I Am ;-)

Flummoxed

If you're feeling flummoxed - that's ok
Let it rain
Let it rain